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i really gotta get rid of that top im wearing :c / c: with 'strid who lives upstairs. the crazy thing is when i left manila for palawan before i left for vancouver all my core crew i guess left too.. went all abroad, as in every single one of the crew i called core spread to ca to ny to euro styles.. so when i got back from palawan going to vancouver i felt like it was all totally new and fresh and shit. then i had to come back to manila for a while..almost a year coz of some fambly stuff and then i remet friends and made new ones from old and astrid and red were the last crew i hung with before coming back to vancouver. so like almost five years later its a bit uncanny after everyones moved around to have them as
my literal next door neighbors. URAQT is your dad a dealer coz youre dope to me. love this girl. thank you for the hospitality.




now if i save up 15 grand canadian in less than a year i can buy myself a 2-3 bedroom unit. low profile styles. swimming pool. i like that. it doesnt seem that much right. and id have a landing spot in my hometown doy. its not like my hometown is a boring one ;D



my trip... too few pics.. the pics of the bags are taken here..

back in vancouver

gah swear to god updates in sec. pics too!! if your my myspace or facebook friend i posted some new pics there.

meanwhile
uffie's first love. so cutie!!!!!

You'll have to say

You were the sex dream of my magazine,
you blew my mind like no one of the human kind.
You were the only one I could ever speak,
this secret language between us in the sheets.

You made my mind and body so high,
you turned this wild child into a lady by night.
And when I met you long ago, I was so alone,
my heart was beating so fast I had to write this song, and it goes.

You make me feel so beautiful,
Its like the sun is always shining when you are in control.
You are my mister mystery and
Theres no way I can explain the way you make me feel.

Late night loving on your balcony,
Im feeling wobbly at the knees who thought that would be me.
You lift me up to where I want to be, you make everything so clear I can finally see...

You are, the one that I always think about.
My first love that I made this song about.
You know me well and you always make me feel,
like Im the one and I know your love is real.

I love it when you whisper in my ear,
you say the sweetest things that I wanted to hear.
I never thought I would feel this way,
and when I leave you in the morning I think of you all day.

I feel so peaceful after we make love,
I lay into forever just like the sweetest drug.
And the whole world around us stops and stares,
it feels so good to fall asleep knowing that you are there.. c!mon!

You make me feel so beautiful,
Its like the sun is always shining when you are in control.
You are my mister mystery and
Theres no way I can explain the way you make me feel.

And when you left me out this day,
I thought you will come back anyways...
you dont, you dont, you dont... but thats ok.

I aint gonna fall, I gotta get up and roll, thats the way you want it... and I wont help it.
I off to search a new lover,
with my chance I might find better..
I can picture you alone and bitter and with the time.. You'll have to say
Damn I wonder why I broke up with that cool chick,
now Im wasting all my time looking for girls to meet.

You are the one, that I always think about,
my first love that I made this song about.
You know me well, and you always make me feel.
Like Im the one, and I know your love is real.

Im so alone, I can get her phone....
I can call her back, and ask her to take me back.
Girl: Hello?
Guy: Yeah yeah it's me
Girl: Yea so?
Guy: I made a huge mistake
Girl: Uh huh yeah you did!

Ya don't?, ya don't?, ya don't?,
Ya don't?, ya don't?, ya don't?
Ya don't?

this is not good

woah check out this island. somewhere. in. the. philippines.

stumbled upon

wow! gosh i was checking my shop stats and i have gotten 1,349 unique visitors since aug. 6!! crapola the day i was to return....
gotta fill up my shop when i get back.

the past few days have been really good for me. just chillin with old and new friends, partying and music. our helper left so we have no maid.. basically starving coz were kind of lazy to cook. well i am, coz my dad and bro are completely incapable :p

my celphone was lost/stolen. gah. all my vancouver and manila numbers were in there.. but the worst part is the pictures! hah. it got stolen while i was lunching with a friend and then my dad gave me an new phone the same day. then that evening going to meet up with the same malas friend i left the new one my dad lent me in the cab. GAAAAH. bad luck right. but my bro was able to call the cab company and radioed the cabbie to come back with it. whew. signs. two celphones lost in a day but one came back. NYE

hmmm. i dont know how to blog anymore. or at least while im not on my computer.. or have any pictures!! ak. i will get on that today.

its already noon time here on the 10th. i think i need a bit more sleep. but now i have to make puttanesca for us. punyeta!

Oh yay!!

I was able to extend my ticket till the 15th. More time to make more stuff and have a little rest before I go back to Vancouver!

A bit ;; about making jewelry late for fall? but will see what I can do with what I have here... mmm havent even looked at the jewelry stuff I got since I bought it weeks ago.....should have brought tools at least! OK LANG.

my mayan wavespell is almost over. this is the first one i ever realized was happening and it seems my mirror shattered months prior so im like, woah. something is happening majorly and im not getting it. but now im like ok, ok, riding it, its kind of turmoil but then again im completely neurotic so that aside, yeah i can deal with this shit.... hey yeah its actually kind of nice.................on this side.

so im back on the 15th with my inventory of tonnes of new bags and pouches.... ill try and get a picture on up 'ere.. gah im lazy to get sean to do it ;D

hexagram 50

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i cant sleeeeepppppppp im leaving soon.. making still till i go.. on the waitlists to extend.. duh.. could make more stuff but need that ticket date. oh god someone else please cancel.. but then have orders for when i come back already waiting.. there are so many bags i cant believe the two new designs i came up with. well not really like magically came up with, more like similared. if that isnt a word its definitely my concept. were making 6 of these gorgeous fall bags tomorrow i made the pattern today and cherry worked it out. fast too. and tonnes of the granny style ones....only 3 dresses for blythe coz i forgot to bring velvet and best. duh! ok lang. im going to make inventory tomorrow. i swear there is a shitload of stuff.
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hex 50.3.4 > 4 mmmmm.
Jay Ramsay's poem for Hex.50 (from I Ching: The Shamanic Oracle of Change by Martin Palmer, Jay Ramsay & Zhao Xiaomin)

Offering Up

And can you let it go?
Can you let it be beyond you?
Can you offer it up?

It is hidden in your heart, and your heart knows
This is the sacrifice, and you are it.

Feel it. And it is burning
With the clear flame we call love
That burns off what doesn't belong to it.

Feel it and it is a jewel
It is the most precious thing you have.

And it is yours - because you gave it.

The flame burns rose in your mind, like wine.

It is the best you have, and you gave it. Can you?

http://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/friends/showthread.php?t=1312

mm tis actually 3:53 am Aug. 1. hey lindsay is arriving today :D

DOVE CHOCOLATE AT BLIM!

woah!!
so simon turned out to be a fantastic salesman! and i didnt even really get to prepare much stuff ><
look at all these people he coerced into getting their pics taken for the love of DOVE CHOCOLATE! woohoo!
thanks peeps.
simes tells me everyone liked them (for sure!!)
thanks dove chocolate! and thanks simon! oh yeah. he also told me the fish tacos were friggin amazing!!!!!!














now i really have no idea who most of these are.. im going to have to get simon fill in the story lines later....... :D

Its Your Life goodies at Blim Fair and Free chocolates on the 26th!!!

yehey!!!!!!!
simon will be selling for me at the BLIM fair! as well as giving away FREE DOVE CHOCOLATE!!!!! Fashionable crafts from local hotties!!! Today at BLIM on Main and 17th !!!

Its from 12-5 pm and you can use your debit or credit card :D

Theres also going to be a fish taco stand. Yummy.

getting over it

'Take some more tea,' the March Hare said to Alice, very earnestly.

`I've had nothing yet,' Alice replied in an offended tone, `so I can't take more.'

`You mean you can't take less,' said the Hatter: `it's very easy to take more than nothing.'


oh my! what an insightful passage. now to fully get it. to fully get over it.

and to apply it.

so the sewers are cutting now we got two sewing machines :D my aunt is picking me up in 30 mins. and were going to quiapo to check out jewelry making supplies.
i had my heart set on visiting a friend in malaysia but im Over it and i cant take any less so im not and i might go with friends to puerto gallera instead which should be a blast :D and i dont have to spend $$ for nothing :D
yeah. i am going through a lot of shit right now an i am sooooo tired of thinking of it over and over and getting nowhere so im just going to give it up and say screw you!!!!

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Its Your Life Handmade featured on cuteable. click on the title post :D

so yeah.... its the 13th now 10.14 am! i got up at like 7 am. then everyone (there are people visiting my dad) left for boracay. ok, actually its my dads girl and her daughter and my bro sean. they all left at like 7.30 a.m... so now im just waiting for my sewers to arrive, were gonna have a talk on the tasks they need to do for preparation... but i need to borrow my aunts sewing machine again. after i talk with the girls im meeting my uncle bobby at my moms house for a lunch there and a long overdue meet. plus some other cousins from the states are here.. my mom gave me a sewing machine before so i might try and get that too so there will be two machines here... my god. and thats the plan so far. all before noon on my first day here. for
farks sake i hope thats not an indication of pace for this trip coz ill be dead by next week!